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jeudi 3 juillet 2008

A sharp knife just stab into my heart...

Today is his birthday...
Been thinking the whole day how to make him happy...
After getting the good news that I going to Paradise Island for my further training, i really really wanted to have this moment with him.
Was still chatting with him in msn...
But didn't reply him...
Was very very hurt and sad after what he said...
I know I'm not good in it.
But I had tried!
For the pass 3 weeks, things are bothering me.
How can I just change in just 3 weeks...
I wanted to live like him, but is very difficult for me to change in just 3 weeks time...
I been struggeling myself, maybe I still not ready yet just like what he said.
He been calling my phone as well, but i refuse to answer.
Because i know i can't talk and will just crying...
My heart had just stab with a knife...
Which I really really never felt this pain before...
Should i be regret to be with him?
I told myself before, whatever happened between me and him, I will never regret!
Because I truely love you...
~Christine@Maldives~

3 Tell me, Advise me, Comment me... or Anything!!!:

kurokei a dit…

>< I hope everything's alright... Just be strong! =3

Kei

=::~+Reiko+~::= a dit…

Don't do things you'll regret ne~
Strengthen your mind
Everything will be find!

Christine a dit…

Arigato ne minna~~~
Lots to tell u all when i back~~

Hana