Boku no kimochi...

Ne... Kei...

After reading your blog, it makes me feel like writing out my current situation here...

Although life here are great, but as in my previous entry, I said "life ain't easy, as well as social life"

It mean some thing whereby actually I wanted to say but...

I really hope I can express my feeling here as well, but I dunno how to start.

Problems occurred ever since the 1st day I came to Royal Island, Maldives.

Is been 2 months, things coming and coming...

One problem ain't settle another come...

Conflict occurred whereby I situated in the middle and I'm the middle person.

I don't mind to be the middle person and listening to them, but I really hope things can settle.

Jealousy,

It always occur in me...

Especially in friendship.

I really jealous and actually emotional when my friend got stolen away...

In my life, I really see friendship is very important to me,

And I even put friendship after my family...

And because of this, most of my bf actually hate when I say they were 3rd in my heart...

Why?

This is all because,

Ever since my secondary, I was living away from my family,

Friends are my 2nd family who I can share my feeling and have great time.

Especially friends that can make me laugh...

You can say I'm selfish, I admit.

Is just like you won't want to share your boyfriend with other girls...

Best friends are hard to find, as well as true friends...

And so, friends that can really cheer up my life are really important to me...

Why happy times always short?

I still want to have great time with アイシャ.

I still want アイシャ to make me laugh when I'm down and no one to confess to.

アイシャ is the only one can brighten up my life here and cheer me up.

Sometimes, i do feel that my friendship with Seisyun are not as the same as the old times...

Reason being because i seldom keep in touch with them.

I felt there's a gap between us...

I really hope to remove this gap, but as time fly, the gap getting bigger and bigger.

Every time when we meet, i felt there's something.

As now, Sho marriage, Yi che in Japan, Kei, Son and me are studying in different place.

Life's changing everyday, as well as friendship.

I even feel that we are getting apart and sometimes i don't really understand them like the old times.

I called back to M'sia today.

Was just a 6 minutes talk, and got updated.

My dad gonna resign on 3rd June and he going to work at another place.

My uncle gonna undergo a operation and his son...

Haihz... Accident do happen and getting marriage soon, in September.

85 days more...

I didn't count, was told by Yuvy.

I wish everything can go smoothly.

~Christine @ Maldives~ 7.15pm, 1st June 2008