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jeudi 3 juillet 2008

A sharp knife just stab into my heart...

Today is his birthday...
Been thinking the whole day how to make him happy...
After getting the good news that I going to Paradise Island for my further training, i really really wanted to have this moment with him.
Was still chatting with him in msn...
But didn't reply him...
Was very very hurt and sad after what he said...
I know I'm not good in it.
But I had tried!
For the pass 3 weeks, things are bothering me.
How can I just change in just 3 weeks...
I wanted to live like him, but is very difficult for me to change in just 3 weeks time...
I been struggeling myself, maybe I still not ready yet just like what he said.
He been calling my phone as well, but i refuse to answer.
Because i know i can't talk and will just crying...
My heart had just stab with a knife...
Which I really really never felt this pain before...
Should i be regret to be with him?
I told myself before, whatever happened between me and him, I will never regret!
Because I truely love you...
~Christine@Maldives~

mercredi 2 juillet 2008

Mizerable days...

Lots to say...
Lots to write...
But I don't feel writing here.
I really really miss Seisyun so much!!!
I really really need them now...
I know is impossible, but guys, I really wish you all are by my side now...
~Christine@Male, Maldives~